Time to build my own raft, cast out to sea and hopefully land on a inhabited island. From there I will claim my land, and set the following rules: 

• Your right to assemble and speak your mind WILL NEVER BE FUCKING TAMPERED WITH.
• There are no heartless sluts/douchebag guys allowed on this island. If you happen to fall under that category, I feel no remorse and hope you burn with the rest of your kind.
• Animals are more important than you are, so don’t fuck with them. 
• The Ellen Degeneres show will continuously be playing on every television.
• Mandatory usage of hemp will begin immediately, and weed is free.

I hate the feeling when you don’t know if they feel the same about you.

We got to the show and this band Serianna opened up, and they were pretty good but I was just waiting for Memphis May Fire, Attila and Sleeping With Sirens. So then Memphis got on stage and they were fucking incredible. They were so tight and had the best stage presence of the night in my opinion. Then when Attila came on I was going fucking crazy in the crowd, jumping every where and singing every word. Then at one point the singer Fronz looked at me, made a gun with his hand, and fucking shot me out of everyone in the crowd. That basically made my life to be shot by one of my favorite vocalists. So then after that Sleeping With Sirens came on and had a really good set as well. 

So now that all the bands I wanted to see played, I had my own mission. I was going to smoke with Attila. So I go to their merch table and I ask the merch guy, “How would I go about smoking some weed with Attila” and he straight up was like go to their van, and be like let’s smoke and boom. That is it. So I then went to my car to get my pipe and my herb, and walked with my buddy to find their van. We found it but they weren’t over there, so we waited a few and walked back to the van with the merch dude. By that time they were over there just chilling and we walked up and were like let’s blaze, sure enough they were more then down. It turns out they are the nicest dudes in the world. 

At one point, someone locked their keys out of their car and so they had no other option, so they told Attila to smash their window in. I witnessed Attila break the fuck out of someone’s window, like it was an every day event. The video for it should be coming out pretty soon, I will show you guys when I find it. After all of that ruckus we just ended up kicking it with the band and blazing for like two hours or so. It was fucking awesome, and the best and gnarliest show experience I’ve ever had.

I can not wait for a nice girl to come into my life. Just a girl who I adore, who is the sweetest being and who doesn’t stop trying to get my attention even if she knows she has it. A girl who will show up at my house and jump on me to wake me up. Someone who wants to go on late night adventures and who truly wants to meet my family and go to family events. I just want a girl I can look at and just be amazed at how I wound up being with her.

I can not wait until I am finally intimate with someone, I long for that so bad. I want a connection with someone that is unlike any other. That is all. 

I just read that somewhere on here and it made me smile so big. That sounds absolutely perfect.

A generalized dislike, distrust, disgust, contempt or hatred of the human species or human nature. 

Seriously okay, let’s review what you are doing here. You wear absolutely nothing, and by nothing I mean nothing. The excuse for the “clothing” you are wearing would include a top that covers half your breasts, then we make our way further down to find a pair of shorts that we probably cut in half, covering up the bare minimum of what would be legal or not. Then we have your legs, which are layered with some type of whorish fish netting. Below that would be what tops off your outfit of failure, your blindly bright pink fluffy boots which probably took about two thousand kittens to make. That is just the outfit, I don’t even need to go on about what happens inside the rave, because I don’t have the man power to stay here and write about all of that. I am satisfied with this, and also. Fuck you fuzzy intoxicated brain-dead fluffy fucks.

I can’t wait to sit at home with my future girlfriend and just take cute silly pictures with her, and be happy that we could be so easily entertained. I want that.

This new The Devil Wears Prada album is one of the best albums I have ever heard. Every last thing about this album, I am completely in love with. The music is flawless. Everything from each tiny guitar lick, to the incredible lyrics, to the insane drum fills. This album is perfect, and these boys really could not have topped themselves. I am so happy to call them my favorite band, the only band that has never once disappointed me with each album they put out. I love this band.

I want someone to cuddle with. Someone to call mine. Someone who cares about me, and wants to spend their own time with me. I want to hear someone call me baby. I want to know they mean it when they say I want you. I am so so fucking over being by myself.

Why didn’t you ever just take that chance. Why does it feel like the entire time we have been talking, it’s all been a lie. It’s all been a game. All I feel like to you is comfort. I never felt like an option, everyone but me seemed like an option to you. You hurt me in a way no one else has. I knew no other girl before you wanted to be with me, that much I did know. You were supposed to be different though. You were supposed to take care of my heart, like you said you would. Not push me away at every chance I gave you, which I should have never gave you so many chances. This is my fault that I fell so hard for you, but if you knew you weren’t going to be there to catch me, why did you keep convincing me you would?

I don’t let many things get to me, but when I see girls who I follow on this website post their body it really irritates me. This sounds extremely hypocritical, considering I post half naked women all the time, but that is their profession. They are in it for the fact that they love their body and they want to share how beautiful the nude form is. But when I see girls on here taking pictures of themselves half naked, or even sometimes full on nude, with a poor quality shitty camera it just really bugs me. Your body is something that should be cherished between you and the one you love, not hundreds upon hundreds of random dudes on the internet.

For instance last night, my buddy and I were just hanging out and he said something along the lines of “You should have gotten in just as many fights as you have banged bitches.” and I was just laughing to myself because of how stupid he sounded but then I said “well, I have neither so I guess were good.” And seriously, the look on his face when I said that. He looked at me and just blew up, saying “DO YOU KNOW HOW GOOD SEX FEELS!?” and “Why wait for that perfect girl when you can fuck right now” and just all this stupid shit. Like really, you think I am just staying a virgin for the fuck of it? I swear people can be so fucking dumb hahaha you have your beliefs, and I have mine. By the way that conversation went on for half an hour after that, of him just telling me how I need to get laid. And people wonder why I like my dogs more than I like them.